EARTH IS BEYOND ME NOW

I believed in everything they told me that to earn passage to the gates beyond Earth I was to obey all law and order..

I tried to follow the rules in so many ways but I just ended up falling into a trap thats when I said to myself that the Earth is beyond me and I was just passing by and I had no obiligation to follow the rules in the end but I was to know the passage beyond those gates was not an easy pass it was a challenge placed before your face and you were to weild the weapon of courage and find a way to avoid judgement.

And I siad that Earth was beyond and was in the yonder of no near reach as I journey in the paths of the under world,I discover that all this fun and pleasure on this path comes with a price and this price was beyond my control and I had no word in the matter as long as I used all the resources layed on these pathes I was to prepare myself for the worst and the worst was not getting the chance to see those get promised to me in the first place but to get a chance to see them I had to seek forgiveness in the "SUPERIOR BEINGS" eyes and hence forth present myself to resent the dark pathes of the underworld.....

And as I reflect on my past I try to erase the bad memories of the underworld and I now know what it takes to move on its just holding on to something that had an easier way in and out.

With that note it depicts God our creator and devil the guy who seeks to use what has already been breated and in the end destroy it for he is the thief,the destroyer.

Well!tell me straight in the face

Now as much as I respect "certain" beings,it does get to me when they say things indirectly,like try "oo!next time we should do this but still looking at me whilest saying to really show that ooh!teir actually insulting me indirectly to my face....I just want to gave so many thing right and one of them is working with "you know who" to be precise "certain people",am human too you know I try to break my freaking back everyday just atleast to perform my very best and to do as I see fit to achieve the best in my life,now with some ungreatful beings,I'am forced to believe that actually am not doing my very best in my career and that I should be more serious not that I regret them telling me off "indirectly of course" but atleast I try to restrict so much financial movement and misuse but if the same person who tells you to give them more funds is the same person who is paying you what do I do in such a situation.
I just seek the Lord's guidance as always to show me the right path cause I feel lost in so many ways I can not beginning to describe it.....

In conclusion:
In as much as,I respect you I just feel that you are been so unfair and maybe not looking at what fiddle am in with you guys and so forth unless you atleast give me enough authority as (as much as I know you say but we did...type of thing) but I mean we should be atleast considerate in so many ways if "again" were in my situation of handling finance and having to deal with financial obiligations....with / in a family business at which in all cases I have heard of that most family members end up hating each other for such reasons.In a few more words,"Innocence is something we all try to preserve in our lives but in the short come you shall always end up breaking your own innocence".

Bad omen

Today,in the early morning hours about 2 in the morning,I suddenly fell ill my stomach started hurting so much to the point that I could not sleep at all.

Then,a running stomach sneaks in and I was now married to the toilet hehehe!funny hah!but my stomach really hurt and I have never felt anything like it,I now had to search for some painkillers with the light from my phone "in order to not disturb my cousin who was at that fast asleep"but unfortunately for him was awakened by my in and door opening.

And then this morning it disappears and the next thing I hear is that someone I know was involved in a road accident and I knew from me hurting of my stomach that something bad is or has happened,may his soul rest in peace and I shall miss you dude.